Got this from April's blog. Read it.

It's heartbreaking....


What's a meantime girl?

She's the one you call when you're bored because she makes you laugh.
She's the one you talk to when you're feeling down because she's willing to lend an ear and be a friend.
She's not the one you call when you need a date to your Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night.
She's the one you spend time with in between girlfriends, before you find "The One".
You know, the one who you keep around in the meantime.
She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don't look at her as a"real" woman, either.
She's not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light.
She's too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She's too understanding, too comfortable.
She doesn't make you feel nervous or excited the way a "real" woman does.
But she's cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you're lonely and need intimate companionship, she'll do just fine.
You don't have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don't have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve.
You're not trying to get anything of substance out of her.
She's not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she'll give you the intimacy you need.
And you know you don't have to explain yourself or the situation, that she'll be able to cope with the fact that this isn't the beginning of a relationship or that there's any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her.
It won't bother her that you'll stand her up on her prom day to go on a date with the woman you've been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you.
She'll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went.

She's just so cool ... why can't all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don't because to you, the situation between the two of you isn't important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it's really not fair.
You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don't think she's good enough to spend any real time with.
Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesn't have to give in to your needs.
She could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to.
But you and she both know that she probably couldn't pull it off.
Maybe she's too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Jollibee, or just really not that type.
Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman.
So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.
You'll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she'll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.
She doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile.
Mainly she blends in with the crowd.
She's safe.
She doesn't want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room.
But she wants to turn someone's head.
She wants to be special to someone, too.
We all do.
She has feelings.
She has a heart.
In fact, she probably has a bigger and better heart than any woman you've ever known because she's had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway.
She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you've given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.

And someday we won't be around.

wo0t! still alive people??? :D

HAppy Lunar Year to all of you guys!

Apparently, nobody's updating this blog.

gonna fix the whole blog layout again....
please wait for further updates

Blue Kingdom Queen a.k.a. Snow Angel a.k.a. Allie

1 Name: secret.Ü hahahaha my chinese name is Xu Xue Ni 2 Alias: cots 3 Middle Initial:4 Hair: black 5 Eyes: dark brown 6 Weight: whahaha... let's just say around 50-58kgÜ BUT i'm 5'6!! 7 Location: Philippines 8 Birthdate: 11/16/87 9. Zodiac: scorpio 10 Status: Single AND definitely available. haha INTERESTED??Ü FAVORITES 11 Places: definitely TaiwanÜ I also love China!! though most people I know don't like it there.. hahahaha I have plans of traveling all over the world.. (Cambodia, South Africa, Europe, Japan!!) hahahahaha 12 Sports: drag racing 13 Colors: PINK, Green and Red. 14 Song: hmm.. a lot, haha at present i love the song "Qia" by NQMM and JAY!!!Ü 15 Band/Singer: Jay Chou??? hahaha and F.I.R. plus Nan Quan Ma Ma 16 Motto: I'm gonna be a taiwanese popstar!! so WATCH OUT! hahahahaÜ 17 Flower: Star Gazers 18 Scent: Armani White 19 Movie: umm.. Gone With the Wind, Amelie, Cinema Paraiso... umm My Fair Lady, LOTR!! 20 Holiday: Christmas? hahahaÜ 21 Season: umm.. i like Autumn. but neva experienced it. haha 22 Element: water 23 Book: A LOT!!! novels by LINDA HOWARD, Julie Garwood, Judith Mc Naught... Jude Deveraux is good too! haha ummm mostly romance books or suspense/romance. I also like The Alchemist by Paolo Coehlo and some of Nicholas Sparks books! Dan Brown's books are also exciting!! Especially "Angels and Demons" and the Da Vinci Code. haha also the SHOPAHOLIC trilogies!!!! by Sophie Kinsella. haha and Harry Potter Series. I sound like a NERD. haha :p QUESTIONS 24 Do you wear makeup? sometimes! 25 Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yup! 26 Do you look for personality or looks: looks first. hahahaha but personality matters more. 27 Perfect Guy: hmm... GOOD LOOKING, sincere.... arrogant... ermm... rich. haha basically i want some cynical and jaded guy who'll fall in love with me and realize the true meaning of love. hahahaha (that's what you get from romance novels. haha) POINTLESS 28 How many rings before you answer the phone? i don't answer the phone at home... as for my mobile.. well, it depends. haha 29 Future Career plans: MTV VJ in Asia, haha ummm Pepsi Model haha and a Taiwanese Superstar! hahaha... IN MY DREAMS!!! but seriously, i'm, thinking of taking up advertising management. haha 30 Do you sleep with stuffies?: yup 31 Do you want kids: yup 32 Are you popular: don't think so. haha 33 Are you pretty: don't think so. 34 Do you have your own phone line?: no 35 Do you get along with your family?: yup, luv em lots...Ü 36 Do you have any piercings or tattoos: ear piercings. DO YOU LIKE 37 Giving hugs?: yup 38 Taking walks in th rain: not really, i get sick easily. haha 39 The mall?: depends on what mall. 40 Going on stage?: haha got a mild case of stage fright. haha ironic, huh? DO YOU.. 41 Drink: NO. 42 Smoke: NO. 43 Drugs: NO. I'm one good galÜ whahahaa 44 Eat meat: Yes 45 Insomnia: No, haha 46 Sleep a lot: YEs 47 Eat sushi: yes, but i don't like it. 48 Bake: yup PREFERENCES 49 Hot or Cold: HOT 50 Lace or Satin: lace, haha esp. if it's blackÜ 51 Blue or Red: RED. 52 New or Old: luv wearing old, but luv shopping for new too!! 53 Rain or Snow: SNOW.Ü I'm "XUe ni" remembeR?? 54 Give or recieve: Receive haha 55 Wool or Cotton: Cotton 56 Rose or Daisy: Rose 57 Private school or public school: Private5 8 Chocolate Milk or White Milk: ChocoateÜ 59 Celcius or Fahrenheit: celcius 60 Spring or Fall: autumn 61 Math or Art: ART! 63 Dogs or Cats: dogs 64 Adidas or Nike: duh, david beckham??? dfntly ADIDAS!! haha 65 Coke or Pepsi: in terms of taste, i prefer coke.. but ohterwise, PEPSI! haha 66 Oranges or Apples: Apples 67 Deaf or Blind: Deaf 68 Pool or hottub: hottub 69 Blonde or Brunette: Brunette 71 Tall or short: Tall.. but i think i'm too tall... :( 72 TV or Radio: T.v. LAST TIME YOU.. 73 Smiled?: a while ago.. 74 Cried?: can't remember 75 Bought something?: food, a while a go 76 Danced?: hmm.. everyday?? 77 Were sarcastic: always 78 Watch Star Circle?:they don't air it anymore 79 Have a crush on one of the SCQ contestants?: Sandara!! hahaha i like her, but she's not my crush. duh, I AM straight. haha 80 Have any plans of joining SCQ?: i wish!!! hahaa

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Silly gal...
Although I find this rather UNFAIR cos even though I rarely post, I still log-in to this blog to fix up the layout. :(

anyway, gtg! am gonna update my blog. LOL:D

1 Name: Sarah
2 Alias: Sar
3 Middle Initial:G.
4 Hair: Dark brown(before, now its light brown na sa bottom)
5 Eyes: dark brown?normal brown..
6 Weight: 99 lbs. haha almost 100..yikes!
7 Location: Quezon City
8 Birthdate: 4/4/87
9. Zodiac: ARIES!
10 Status: married.haha j.k.I'm single and PROUD OF IT=)

FAVORITES

11 Places: HongKong(shopping), Venice and Paris, even though I haven't been in either of em=(
12 Sports: badminton, swimming and volleyball(I love volleyball..but I guess the game doesn't love me..how sad...huhu)
13 Colors: definitely BLUE!
14 Song: More than words, Sway, Latin girls, Let's get ratarded, dirty dancing uhmm..Last Resort
15 Band/Singer: Obviously..Black Eyed PeaS
16 Motto: Try and try until you die -haha-
17 Flower: Tulips and Pink Roses
18 Scent: Johnson's cologne and cool waters
19 Movie: 50 first, Cayote Ugly, Now and Then
20 Holiday: Christmas... the Christmas spirit...hayyyy....-hahaha
21 Season: how bout...winter?as if..hehehe
22 Element: H20!
23 Book: Do I even have one?hummm....i guess thriller/murder books. Almost Heaven's good too

QUESTIONS

24 Do you wear makeup? Yeah, when I go out. I like applying em on others too. --cinareer talaga e nh?
25 Do you pluck your eyebrows?: yeah when my brows become bushman eyebrows na.
26 Do you look for personality or looks: both..but more on personality.
27 Perfect Guy: When I love someone, all his flaws instantly disappear. -nax!-

POINTLESS

28 How many rings before you answer the phone? I always have missed calls....self-explanatory I guess?
29 Future Career plans: HRIM and ADVERTISING but recently, parang I wanna be a make-up artist. International ha! i can dream can't I?
30 Do you sleep with stuffies?: I'm allergic but I still do sometimes
31 Do you want kids: yes, can't wait!
32 Are you popular: i guess I'm average
33 Are you pretty: Hey, everyone's pretty in her own simple way..right?
34 Do you have your own phone line?: no
35 Do you get along with your family?: yeah, pwede na
36 Do you have any piercings or tattoos?:  four...but sa ears lahat

DO YOU LIKE

37 Giving hugs?: hmm..i like being hugged..does that count?
38 Taking walks in the rain: sure!
39 The mall?: ok lang..
40 Going on stage?: no...that's horrible. for me at least..

DO YOU..

41 Drink: Yup! sometimes.
42 Smoke: No
43 Drugs: No
44 Eat meat: I can't live without meat
45 Insomnia: Yes
46 Sleep a lot: I'm always antok..so I guess that counts nadin haha
47 Eat sushi: But of course!
48 Bake: It's more oF cooking

PREFERENCES

49 Hot or Cold: *Brrrrrrr* haha corny.
50 Lace or Satin: Satin
51 Blue or Red: BLUE SYEMPRE!
52 New or Old: Old..comfort is what I'm in for BUT I don't mind gettING and buying new stuff,not at all ;)
53 Rain or Snow: SNOW. How I wish...
54 Give or recieve: Receive haha
55 Wool or Cotton: Cotton
56 Rose or Daisy: Rose
57 Private school or public school: Private..but I don't mind studying in a public school If I had to.
58 Chocolate Milk or White Milk: Chocl8!
59 Celcius or Fahrenheit: haha Fahrenheit nalang.
60 Spring or Fall: Fall..the leaves..hayyy hahahah drama
61 Math or Art: Do I even have to think bout this one? ART!
63 Dogs or Cats: Dogssss
64 Adidas or Nike: Nike
65 Coke or Pepsi: Coke just because Pepsi is too sweet.
66 Oranges or Apples: Apples
67 Deaf or Blind: Deaf
68 Pool or hottub: hottub
69 Blonde or Brunette: Brunette..they seem more real.
71 Tall or short: Tall..how I wish I were tall.
72 TV or Radio: T.v.

LAST TIME YOU..

73 Smiled?: a while ago..
74 Cried?: a while ago..i cried so hard coz of this movie...it's about this guy and football..then he had cancer and it kept on spreading to every part of his body..basta yun!
75 Bought something?: medicine..yesterday
76 Danced?: last week?sa Basement
77 Were sarcastic: always
78 Watch Star Circle?: yung final judgement..yeah yeah jologs na.
79 Have a crush on one of the SCQ contestants?: Hero
80 Have any plans of joining SCQ?: hmm...that's not a bad idea.....hAHAHA


I HOPE YOU WERE "ENTERTAINED" BY THIS USELESS SURVEY OF MINE. I FEEL SLEEPY NA...IM SIGNING OFF!

haha sar, too bad.Ü hey by the way i liked what you posted.. hahahahaha okay, as owner of this blog (ehhhmmm... MAYABANG) hahahaha EVERYONE must write an entry atleast, ONCE a week!!!! or else, YOU'RE OUT!!! hahahaha gets mo, jelai????? hahahaahaha madaya ka eh.. haha right now, im fixing up our yahoo groups..... our account's been closed coz it's waaayy over quota!!! so im now deleting some stuff!! hahaha toodlesÜ